Wham! When you don't expect it...

Was in the kitchen just now, rooting around in the cabinet Jerry made to store Tupperware, and looked at the window above the cabinet - thought about the fact that before we know it, there'll be snow on the trees outside the window, but it'll be warm and cozy in the kitchen, like on Sundays when Jerry makes breakfast - and it suddenly hit me like a mallet to the chest that he won't be there.

It hurts.